Jan 30 is his 27th birthday

so, this is it. another years added to his age..n he is now my husband !!wow . . . what a gift to have me as his wife (ahahahahaha) well, he shud b proud of it..he have me as his 27th birthday gift :P

well, actually im oncall diz week but i make others replace me (sorry for d trouble heheheh) starts yesterday coz i wanna go back @ Telupid. my husband will b home oso, so mom n i od ordered a cake...to celebrate his special day :) so, here's d picture heheheh

pink for decoration?hurm..i think d person who take our ordered didnt know this cake actually to a guy...my mom oso forgot to tell them. but nvm since we never bother wit d decoration hehehe..

ingredient?dun really know..wht i knw is, this cake has corns n pudding (corn pudding to b exact) n it's delicious...so, now it's only 1/4 of d cake that's left :) after almost half an hour open from its box ....

it's almost 1pm so i gotta go. rainy day makes me feel sleepy n lazy. he's going to sleep od n i wanna join him but my parents insist me to get ready since i'll be back to Sandakan using mini bus (huk3x) . . .better prepare early so nothing left behind (but nothing has been put out from d bags since yesterday) so i shud take a lil time wit my husband b4 i go back n get ready faster after taht :) . . . till then, daaa

headache . . . n counting days . . .

its been a while..yeah, really is a while since d last tym i wrote ere..n now, i'm counting days . . to change d status in my life..once in a while..hehehe..

today, January 10th, is d 6th day (i guess) b4 my big day..shocking news huh?eheks..yeah its true..its my wedding, my big day will happen diz Saturday January 15th...n that's why i'm saying 'change status' :P ..i dont have any idea what to put ere..except for, i'm actually updating this ere in CC @ Kuala Menggatal, with him next to me play Left For Dead II . . . he's asking me to join him play d game but i do not know how to play d game..(actually)...even when i ask about d game title (to put d game name ere) he still ask me to join him :) ..too concerntrate playing that game makes me afraid to ask him even about d game name :) hehehehe.but he still answer it wit a smile (thank God now with the eyes . . .ahahah)

hurm . . . i'm eating while typing this.eat 'jeruk cermai' buy @ Tg. Aru after help him closing w0 @ Qe office, b4 he start on-leave on Wednesday. tomorrow still have to go to work coz i have mentor-mentee's program briefing @ R0. dunno wht to expect tomorrow.i guess, every1 will b talking about me n him coz we still didnt post-out/handout our wedding card for them to see ..either d route plan to my home or his home..wish d card (made by my best friend, dede) can be uploaded thru FB tomorrow..well, she's done so much to us, helping us with d card without wanting any gift (dede, i appreciate ur help n friendship, nxt tym kita mkn n p tinguk wayang lgi arr. . . eheheh) . . . n tomorrow have to meet BigBoss, to have him to sign d 'pengesahan majikan ttg status pekerja' .(hope everything goes well.

i'm sleepy n tired od. tired sitting on chair. need to lay my back n its a confirm, if i got on d bed n my head on pillow..i sure end up snoring and ignore everything around ahahaha ...yeah, that's for sure!!!..its a 'hafday-walking everywhere' . .hehehe..

dunno wht to write more, have to wait him finish his game..n i shud continue check my game on FB..i think.so, till then, take care..!!

no hurt feeling . . . ahahaha . .

well, kinda weird posting that 'words' as a title of this post . . ahaks..but its true. no hurt feeling. n its kinda funny actually . . .

i've been blog-walking, a while ago n found some blogs which i considered as 'followed' but it's actually not-so-interesting to follow la . . . coz i actually read only 1 person's blog just now. ahahaha..hey, dont misunderstand me huh. . .i'll let u guys know if im 'blog-walking' urs . . . but not diz person.i'll keep it secret . . hidden . . coz i have d reason to do that . . . hahaha well, i guess dat person oso reading diz . . . nvrmind . . . my words, hurts nobody . . . except if u felt it ur heart la . . . hurm . .

kinda funny reading the thread/post from this person . . . well, i guess we both have common in writing . . . but what we didnt have in common is, this person loves to wrote or put a words of 'putting life to end' . . . life's interesting but yes!! life's not that easy . . . but still,life have something if u know how to enjoy every little of it. . . juz bcoz only SOME people dont trust u, then u shud just end ur life? so . . . damn TRAGIC!! i dont think i shud say u IDIOT but yeah . . . this makes me think ' y shud i care . . u r not some1 i know . . well, not anymore . . . get the H.*.*.* wit everything u wanna do' . . huh!! i try to not using words of 'mencarut' in this post. . .

actually, i can composed everything what i wanna say in 1 word. . . owh, myb two or more words . . NO REGRET!! . . . sori la klu ko terasa n mo marah2 sa dlm blog post ko . . . klu mo block sa pn, sa tia kisah coz its ur right n hope u shud think n know b4 u do something SO STUPID . . . coz THIS IS MY RIGHT to WRITE OR POST ANYTHING I WANT . . . . yeah, kebebasan menulis telah disalahgunakan . . . harap maaf kepada yg yg tidak berkaitan . . .dun flag me coz diz post directed to d unknown person . . .

it's been a while...i guess...

yeah..i think it's already been a while...n now im back..n do check out wht i wrote on fs..some time ago (i dont remember when n what time coz nothing posted on it...i dont even log-in while checking my fs blog, which i od left..long tyme..b4 strted it back wit this blog)..kinda interesting..nice words i guess..but, wll..d writer is me.so, i shud pamper myself wit 'pujian' a lil rite?ahaks...

so, let check it out...

it’s been a while…

it’s been a while since i last check my profile..

yep, everyone getting to forgot their friendster profile..or maybe some of them oredy cancel the acc..hurm, i dnt think im going to delete this acc since this is the 1st time im blogging…n i like it very much …

n eventhough i might stop writing for some reason (i stop since that day)…but i wont delete this acc…coz one day, i might look at it again n smile or myb crying.. reading my own writing ..hurm..

rite now, this is myb juz d beginning for something, for a new start to write…n hope, myself not going to stop writing…eventhough it’s hard to see this page..coz it bringing back all the memories..the memories i keep only for myself…

hurm, i might crying now..the tears oredy filled my eyes..hahaha…so i better stop n holding my emotion b4 continue again (i dont know when will i contd writing)…so, gotta go..

nvr tot this is wht i wrote..hurm...

so wht now?do i want to continue writing..?didnt have d idea rite now..but past is d past.things dat make me sad, oredy replaced by sweet things..even if there's complicated things n complicated situation but still..being with some1 who love n appreciate u ..appreciate ur friendship...is more more valuable than let ur heart n urself hurt, pretending the relationship is ok..eh, wht stuff do i talk now..?huh..gotta go..

Walk Away - Jackie Boyz

ere's a song, i juz found out from youtube..while searching for vids of varsity to post on FB...nice song..music's cool...

so, do enjoy it... n for those who's in between of "staying or leaving" some1 who u know u not a part of his/her life...do think back about it..u can stay but whts worth in it if ur heart's hurt...??love's hurt..but not worth feeling those HURT if the person blinded by egos or blinded by some1 else in his/her heart . . .

enjoy n have a great LUNCH BREAK ...;) till then

2010 . . . . will end . . . soon . . .

2010 . . . . will end . . . soon . . .

s0 this is it . . .

0k . . ive d0ne customizing my bL0g ere .. n it's been a while since my last writing / blogging (b4 diz im blogging at friendster) . . . n it kinda weird to start writing again. . .

hehehe nothing much to tell since it was my 1st blogging ere..n i think i have to publish diz link so others will kn0w ab0ut my bl0g hihihihi . . .( its kinda weird 0s0 hahaha) but for them to knw, i must do wht i must do , rite?ahaks . . . n think i take so much time od, so..i may leave u guys comment about my prefered layout , colors for this blog . . (im still learning n learning ) . . .


til then, have a great day n . . .daaa